Oh yeah...just so I don't let all of my wonderful people down...I did meet someone recently...well in November, he's a cutie...but he has a girlfriend...damn

More details laters

XOXOXOX

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He and I are still cool...  We aren't together anymore, we are just friends.  When he comes into town, he makes it a point to come see me.  We chilled over this last break for Christmas and that was fun.  He was high off his ass!!  Which is awkward because he doesn't fit the profile of a smoker, but I guess thats something he picked up in college.  We just sat back, watched DVDs, and drank RUM!!!!!  It was like we were the very best of friends.  And thats the way I like it.  Whenever he fucks up in school, he knows that I am going to get all in his ass, so he can do better...since I'm not in school right now, I have to make sure everyone else doesn't end up like me....

Don't get it twisted, I'll be bak in school soon, when I can afford to go back...hopefully next fall.  Right now, I need to get my money right and all my other shit together.

But anyway....

I still have alot of love for my nigga J, but its not meant for us....at least not now, and if it happens then it happens, but I'm not pushing for it.  I'll be fine either way.

Me and Kris aren't friends anymore.  I don't know what happened to her.  I haven't talked to her in forever.  She went to college and changed...so fuck it...I wish her the best.  There are no hard feelings at all.

Meli and I are still cool.  I stay about 10 minutes away from UTA, in my very own APARTMENT!!!!  So we don't get to see each other as often, but we did go clubbin' on a Saturday night at this club in Deep Ellum....It was fun...Before I even got there, I had like 4 shots of crown, and then in the car I had like 3 shots of coconut rum.  I was feeling great...no hangover or anything. 

I danced my ass off.  I didn't care about anyone or anything...Iwas just moving.  I came with a group of girls, plus more people met up with us once once we got there.  But I kept leaving them.  I was my own person...no standing in a circle full of girls trying to scope out guys...It seemed like they were all on the hunt for eligible men...I was just there to get out the house and enjoy being me.  And my mission was accomplished!!!  I got a few numbers, none of which I will call.  What you meet in the club needs to stay in the club...nobody is there to meet future mates...they all just want to BONE!

That night was the best night I had had in a while.

I need more of that!!!

God Bless!!!!


Talk to you all soon

If I was actually "active" right now, I would be scared and looking for the nearest drugstore!!!  But I have no worries in that department...

The transmission in my car is down for the count, so I have to buy a brand new one...with NO JOB!!!

I am still a single and very much free agent!!!

I'm loving the single life....but then again, the maternal instincts are kicking in and I realize that I want a baby and a family of my own.  GO FIGURE!

I love kids, but I never wanted to birth them, just adopt...but now, I want the belly and the heartburn, and the damn cravings!!!!!

I had a girlfriend, I kind of still do...Yes, I took a trip down the road of homosexuality...But I hate it!!  Girls are too emotional for me... So I have to find a way to break up with her.

And to add insult to injury, she is 3 months pregnant by a guy she has only known for 7 months.